Lately I've been feeling very bouncy and floe somehow.
It's strange how you can see, taste, smell and feel so - little.

It's like everything I see is a dream, everything I hear is in somehow missing volume, everything I taste or smell is very mild and everything I feel: Seems like it still doesn't get to me, not really.
Maybe it's this endless cold and darkness I have to bear here in the coldest part of Finland. And the winter doesn't seem to ever end! It just keeps on going and there's this slushy snow coming from the sky all the time! And the wind! The wind is sooooo cold that it goes right through to your bones and you shiver day and night.

Oh, I just need someone to hug me, talk with me and to wake up in the morning with me. Or else I just keep on avoiding the reality, 'cause I seem to be pretty good at it. Yeah, escaping the world and avoiding reality - sounds like a plan.